putroetsunami

All the walls that you keep building, All this time that i've spent chasing, All the ways that i keep losing you. And the truth is you turned in to someone else. You keep running back the sky is falling.  You say i cant understand, but you're not giving me a chance when you leaved me, where did you go? I can whisper i can yell, but i know yet i know yet i know. I'm just talking to myself.  Tell me what i've got to do. I admit i've made mistakes but your's my cause to everything, can't you hear me calling you home? _ I've got an aching head, echoes and buzzing noises. I know the words we said, but wish I could've turned our voices down. Yo

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